It is like you are leaping or going one step ahead of yourself right now. I see you trying to move forward in new ideas, but you are still learning the material. You have a strong desire to become 'the noble knight, but you are still fumbling with your sword, all while you are trying to learn how to ride your horse as you trying to move along this path. ⚔️
While it is true that you have wonderful ideas, gather yourself before you begin to move forward with them. You first must be a student in order to become a teacher.