You romanticize all of the new ideas coming to you now. You have thought quite fondly of all of the recent offerings that have appeared recently. Weather involving love, friendship or business, you rely on another. You count on this person to guide, advise, lead, or assist you on this journey. This path you are taking is a very personal one, therefore the reliance you put on others is just a distraction from what you should really be focusing on.
In order for you to succeed you need to loose the comfort of the person you have been counting on. So far, it has only held you back. You need to take control and empower yourself!
If you really want to move forward then you need to stop looking for others opinion and just walk into your own right. Have fun with this....